2008-05-19 - 4:01 p.m.
new page 2008-05-09 - 10:07 a.m.
a few things...just to have an update 2008-02-07 - 10:42 p.m.
scuttlebutt 2007-10-28 - 7:43 p.m.
some of my random pre-bed thoughts 2007-10-22 - 5:38 p.m.
end of rope 2007-08-22 - 11:11 a.m.
peter pan peanut butter! 2007-08-17 - 7:39 a.m.
naming hippos 2007-07-30 - 8:01 p.m.
this is why i should never try and be social 2007-07-29 - 3:54 p.m.
me as a simpson 2007-06-28 - 12:48 p.m.
the damn phone 2007-06-22 - 10:13 p.m.
intense week 2007-05-31 - 7:32 p.m.
irritating neighborhood children 2007-05-27 - 7:57 p.m.
first year anniversary 2007-05-07 - 1:39 p.m.
my dad's birthday 2007-04-27 - 4:42 a.m.
an hour's worth of my late night insomniac ramblings 2007-04-24 - 7:48 p.m.
chicago- not *the* rant, but a statement that one day a rant will follow 2007-04-05 - 9:48 p.m.
confession 2007-03-27 - 7:34 p.m.
more on crotch grabbing 2007-03-26 - 8:30 a.m.
my anxious caffeine addiciton 2007-03-13 - 7:51 p.m.
more on nakidity 2007-03-08 - 9:31 a.m.
more hero worship 2007-03-05 - 5:33 p.m.
underpants and elvis 2007-02-27 - 8:53 p.m.
new drug to calm my crazies 2007-02-27 - 8:11 a.m.
fear of the doctor 2007-01-29 - 8:43 a.m.
men i'd like to feed soup to 2007-01-18 - 6:32 a.m.
darn weather 2007-01-09 - 8:02 a.m.
need more sleep- but how 2006-11-12 - 10:44 p.m.
exhausted 2006-11-07 - 8:05 p.m.
movies and songs that make me cry 2006-11-02 - 9:17 p.m.
mullets and bono 2006-11-01 - 8:44 a.m.
weight and depression 2006-10-26 - 11:11 p.m.
intense sort of day all around 2006-10-25 - 1:21 p.m.
awesome 2006-10-24 - 7:14 p.m.
faux hawk and similar to my dad 2006-10-23 - 4:24 p.m.
school is out on friday (again) 2006-10-17 - 2:35 p.m.
self-help books 2006-10-16 - 2:11 p.m.
still doing far too craptastic for my taste 2006-10-15 - 10:29 p.m.
milk vs. ice cream 2006-10-15 - 9:01 a.m.
crap is in the air 2006-10-10 - 7:41 p.m.
too many hassles 2006-10-06 - 1:45 p.m.
ball spanking 2006-10-06 - 1:45 p.m.
ball spanking 2006-10-06 - 1:45 p.m.
ball spanking 2006-10-06 - 1:45 p.m.
ball spanking 2006-09-27 - 7:51 a.m.
back to work 2006-09-22 - 8:41 a.m.
hard night 2006-09-21 - 11:04 a.m.
3 more ways to untwist my thinking (back to therapy hour finally) 2006-09-20 - 8:03 a.m.
a reading i will go 2006-09-19 - 2:45 p.m.
connected 2006-09-18 - 2:59 p.m.
some changes that are common after your dad dies 2006-09-16 - 9:41 p.m.
my very long entry that was supposed to be very short but where i never seemed to stop writing 2006-09-14 - 6:54 p.m.
lords prayer 2006-09-14 - 1:04 p.m.
grieving more for my daddy 2006-09-14 - 11:09 a.m.
2 more ways to untwist my thinking 2006-09-13 - 9:04 a.m.
the first two ways to untwist my thinking 2006-09-12 - 9:37 a.m.
starting part 2 of my big book- working through the depression 2006-09-10 - 11:06 a.m.
failing 2006-09-10 - 3:45 a.m.
summer movie watching 2006-09-08 - 9:21 a.m.
just talking more about my dad mostly 2006-09-07 - 11:49 a.m.
finishing up part one of my therapy hour 2006-09-06 - 9:12 a.m.
therapy hour- measuring moods and questions 2006-09-05 - 8:03 a.m.
check 2006-09-04 - 8:11 p.m.
zatarain's 2006-09-04 - 12:43 p.m.
daddy 2006-09-03 - 8:11 p.m.
it's been a rough day, but i feel a little better now 2006-09-01 - 7:52 a.m.
some thanks 2006-08-31 - 9:29 a.m.
back to therapy hour 2006-08-30 - 10:36 p.m.
serotonin 2006-08-29 - 9:17 a.m.
it doesn't fucking matter- just had to vent today 2006-08-27 - 2:30 a.m.
what a way to wake up 2006-08-25 - 9:58 a.m.
looking more into anger on therapy hour today 2006-08-24 - 8:12 p.m.
hollywood and the wrong portrayal of mental disorders 2006-08-23 - 9:11 a.m.
- 2006-08-21 - 8:43 a.m.
continuing on with my therapy hour 2006-08-20 - 9:19 p.m.
a couple things i like 2006-08-19 - 10:48 p.m.
uvula piercings 2006-08-18 - 8:35 a.m.
change is in my mind 2006-08-15 - 10:54 a.m.
happy birthday astra! 2006-08-13 - 1:43 p.m.
idiot airport policies 2006-08-11 - 6:41 a.m.
that sweet one, she sure can get worked up 2006-08-05 - 10:42 p.m.
going well so far 2006-08-02 - 3:02 p.m.
so anxious i can barely move 2006-08-01 - 8:35 p.m.
just a small part of my day 2006-07-29 - 1:20 p.m.
cartoon voices 2006-07-27 - 9:59 a.m.
more of my rantings or thoughts 2006-07-25 - 3:53 a.m.
ah the things cats do 2006-07-22 - 6:17 p.m.
chili 2006-07-21 - 10:39 a.m.
things that complicate death 2006-07-20 - 10:14 a.m.
back to grief, anxiety, what happens after death, and some things are looking up 2006-07-19 - 4:24 p.m.
dr. sweet one 2006-07-17 - 8:55 p.m.
can't shut me up today 2006-07-17 - 8:34 p.m.
things are better (relatively at least) now 2006-07-17 - 1:07 p.m.
typing while a panic attack starts 2006-07-17 - 10:06 a.m.
still just working through this mess 2006-07-13 - 9:01 a.m.
letter to my dad 2006-07-10 - 11:14 a.m.
a book on grieving 2006-07-06 - 2:51 p.m.
still missing my daddy 2006-07-03 - 9:20 p.m.
fireworks 2006-07-02 - 9:27 p.m.
stomach drop 2006-07-01 - 10:42 a.m.
clint 2006-06-29 - 2:57 p.m.
numb aunt and video tape of funeral 2006-06-29 - 8:22 a.m.
not another drug related death 2006-06-27 - 10:41 p.m.
goat balls and watermelon rinds 2006-06-27 - 8:24 p.m.
extra nuts 2006-06-27 - 12:14 p.m.
rose colored glasses and AIDS 2006-06-26 - 10:08 p.m.
my mind can handle cartoons 2006-06-26 - 1:12 p.m.
still struggling 2006-06-24 - 12:25 a.m.
late night ramblings from a newly married crazy, practically jobless, crazy woman in mourning 2006-06-21 - 12:04 p.m.
gfea's birthday 2006-06-21 - 8:21 a.m.
ant 2006-06-19 - 1:36 p.m.
one foot at a time 2006-06-19 - 9:04 a.m.
broken guestbook, 2006-06-18 - 7:30 a.m.
brutus 2006-06-16 - 6:31 p.m.
more thoughts on death and other stuff 2006-06-15 - 1:39 a.m.
my dad 2006-06-15 - 12:35 a.m.
he is gone 2006-06-14 - 11:13 a.m.
hard to find something to do 2006-06-13 - 8:46 p.m.
scattered thoughts again 2006-06-12 - 8:21 a.m.
where to start, more on my dad, 2006-06-09 - 7:27 p.m.
a rambled mess of emotions here, but i tried to end a little upbeat... 2006-06-05 - 2:18 p.m.
going to nm after all... 2006-06-04 - 9:27 p.m.
emotionally all over the place 2006-05-25 - 11:01 p.m.
so overwhelmed (death, marriage...all in one week). 2006-05-23 - 2:01 a.m.
few more days 2006-05-14 - 4:51 p.m.
my dad's health gets worse 2006-05-14 - 10:40 a.m.
mother's day didn't turn out as i would have liked so far 2006-05-11 - 8:56 p.m.
shit in a chair, nasty people, harvesting anxiety, massages, acupuncture, faith, delusions, and more anxiety 2006-05-07 - 11:24 a.m.
wedding woot 2006-04-19 - 9:53 a.m.
the student that passed away drew my picture 2006-04-01 - 11:14 a.m.
why 2006-03-24 - 5:46 p.m.
comb-over mullet 2006-03-23 - 7:50 p.m.
padded room here i come 2006-03-16 - 7:26 a.m.
i'll miss you- one of my favorite students dies 2006-02-24 - 7:50 a.m.
good luck sweet one- i am animal 2006-02-10 - 12:18 p.m.
what in the hell am i babbling about this time (and my girl is awesome) 2006-02-03 - 6:19 p.m.
interview is over...hoooray! 2006-02-03 - 8:59 a.m.
interviews, bono, and w 2006-02-01 - 7:50 p.m.
people are nasty 2006-01-30 - 9:09 a.m.
lost my mind 2006-01-18 - 7:36 p.m.
cats and dingleberrys 2006-01-11 - 9:38 a.m.
dead cat outside...sigh 2006-01-09 - 9:00 a.m.
hard drive crashing blues 2006-01-02 - 2:08 p.m.
a little update 2005-12-26 - 7:43 p.m.
curious minds want to know about water weenie love 2005-12-14 - 6:57 p.m.
wagon types 2005-12-06 - 10:01 a.m.
apparently i like miniatures 2005-11-30 - 7:49 a.m.
cucumber and cement 2005-11-13 - 10:39 a.m.
plastic jedi 2005-11-10 - 5:03 p.m.
things are a little better with the retirement funds 2005-11-10 - 2:11 p.m.
fucking retirement and tax bullshit 2005-11-07 - 6:09 a.m.
job didn't work out 2005-11-01 - 9:09 a.m.
hey- a religion quiz 2005-10-25 - 8:08 a.m.
payday 2005-10-22 - 12:44 p.m.
kirstie alley's voice and the sweet one 2005-10-19 - 8:38 a.m.
warm fuzzy 2005-10-18 - 4:26 p.m.
shaking with rage 2005-10-17 - 7:31 a.m.
helium 2005-10-16 - 11:50 a.m.
perhaps a conclusion to the frog mouse sex scandal 2005-10-15 - 11:04 a.m.
a cranky money rant 2005-10-11 - 8:46 p.m.
sims anxiety 2005-10-10 - 6:04 p.m.
pretend vacation at home 2005-10-07 - 12:32 p.m.
more on frog and mouse 2005-10-07 - 8:28 a.m.
froggy wants to marry miss mousie 2005-09-29 - 7:49 p.m.
football 2005-09-28 - 7:23 p.m.
a bit of random updating 2005-09-21 - 1:19 p.m.
monkey themed office 2005-09-15 - 7:29 p.m.
shrunken adult 2005-09-15 - 5:09 p.m.
i got a call from the principles today 2005-09-12 - 8:49 a.m.
almost swallowed glass 2005-09-08 - 8:30 a.m.
glbt club and toilet paper thief 2005-09-04 - 7:14 p.m.
a letter to bush from michael moore 2005-09-02 - 9:01 a.m.
new orleans, mississippi, gas, butterflies, peppermint oil, nose spray, and kitchen shears 2005-08-25 - 4:15 a.m.
nigel "zipper" wexford, I 2005-08-17 - 9:33 p.m.
new car 2005-08-10 - 11:56 a.m.
getting caught up 2005-07-24 - 10:34 a.m.
ant bite 2005-07-18 - 5:04 p.m.
my intelligence 2005-07-13 - 11:15 a.m.
koalas are stoners 2005-07-08 - 11:22 a.m.
some rambling, and my initial thoughts on transguys 2005-07-01 - 10:39 a.m.
back from the desert 2005-06-15 - 4:57 p.m.
cat breath 2005-06-09 - 10:39 p.m.
here are the good things 2005-06-09 - 3:59 p.m.
got a job!!!!! 2005-06-09 - 3:59 p.m.
got a job!!!!! 2005-06-09 - 8:41 a.m.
sure could use a stiff drink 2005-06-09 - 8:41 a.m.
sure could use a stiff drink 2005-06-08 - 9:26 a.m.
interview 2005-06-08 - 9:26 a.m.
interview 2005-05-30 - 8:06 p.m.
dolphins, the sweet one's family, and famous leaders 2005-05-21 - 4:45 p.m.
dancing at the local gay club with my students 2005-05-18 - 8:18 p.m.
garlic thai food, burps, and nose blowing 2005-05-18 - 5:53 p.m.
wow, three years 2005-05-16 - 3:47 p.m.
funny neighbor lady 2005-05-16 - 3:47 p.m.
funny neighbor lady 2005-05-10 - 5:23 p.m.
our "helpful" neighbor 2005-05-09 - 7:58 p.m.
the bad and the good 2005-04-26 - 8:08 a.m.
many good people 2005-04-23 - 10:03 a.m.
a few more songs trapped in my brain 2005-04-19 - 10:04 a.m.
stupid war on drugs 2005-04-17 - 11:26 a.m.
ah, drag shows, crazy cat lady, and body frosting 2005-04-14 - 9:50 a.m.
random thoughts and songs 2005-04-07 - 9:27 a.m.
ah, spring and allergies... 2005-03-29 - 4:45 p.m.
RING!!!!!!!! 2005-03-24 - 9:02 a.m.
odd coincidence 2005-03-22 - 8:19 a.m.
my long happiness- babbling about being engaged and such 2005-03-12 - 9:34 a.m.
engaged!!!! 2005-03-11 - 11:08 a.m.
shaving a llama 2005-03-10 - 6:47 p.m.
sombrero 2005-06-07 - 5:04 p.m.
opinion from a new bisexual 2005-06-07 - 11:11 a.m.
plane tickets and restaurants 2005-02-24 - 4:31 a.m.
update on my misery 2005-02-23 - 4:31 a.m.
miserable cold or flu or some other nasty thing 2005-02-21 - 5:06 p.m.
Hunter S. Thompson 2005-02-14 - 8:14 a.m.
short sappy note 2005-02-04 - 11:06 a.m.
chocolate...oh yeah 2005-02-02 - 8:02 a.m.
sponsor of glbt club 2005-01-24 - 8:00 a.m.
pouring water on a cat's face 2005-01-21 - 11:32 a.m.
lying on the floor talking to grandma trying not to throw up 2005-01-17 - 7:39 p.m.
oh the places i see my students 2005-01-10 - 7:18 a.m.
wtf 2005-01-09 - 4:54 p.m.
interesting conversation with a 4-year-old 2005-01-06 - 8:12 a.m.
nothing really to say 2004-12-26 - 8:35 p.m.
christmas 2004-12-22 - 7:52 p.m.
note for k. scott 2004-12-08 - 2:50 p.m.
ugly christians 2004-11-17 - 7:43 a.m.
itch update 2004-11-14 - 9:00 a.m.
conversation with the boy (while still itching) 2004-11-11 - 5:52 p.m.
the itching is driving me mad 2004-11-10 - 7:52 a.m.
itching 2004-11-08 - 9:09 p.m.
lick button 2004-11-04 - 9:21 a.m.
my thoughts on our nation 2004-10-31 - 4:32 p.m.
midget tossing 2004-10-30 - 7:24 p.m.
argh 2004-10-27 - 7:42 p.m.
my boobs can clap better than yours 2004-10-25 - 8:06 p.m.
true story 2004-10-25 - 9:00 a.m.
overwhelmed 2004-10-12 - 9:11 p.m.
overwhelmed but loving those kitties 2004-10-06 - 8:03 a.m.
rant on christian forwards 2004-09-29 - 8:25 a.m.
smashing noses and fall illness 2004-09-22 - 10:12 a.m.
sneezing 2004-09-15 - 10:12 a.m.
more on the feeling like butt stuff 2004-09-14 - 8:49 a.m.
ugh, not feeling so good 2004-09-07 - 8:44 a.m.
broken ac 2004-09-01 - 7:20 p.m.
a quick update 2004-08-27 - 7:57 a.m.
dilbert's little adventure 2004-08-19 - 10:06 a.m.
guest entry by me 2004-08-19 - 9:33 a.m.
links 2004-08-19 - 8:41 a.m.
congrats chris and eric! 2004-08-15 - 6:17 p.m.
my black belt 2004-08-12 - 7:54 p.m.
hug while sparring? 2004-08-09 - 6:31 p.m.
we did it!!!! 2004-08-04 - 8:53 p.m.
black belt test is a-comin 2004-07-29 - 11:14 a.m.
thank you conservative, judgmental, uber-baptist, republicans 2004-07-26 - 10:33 a.m.
fun with vomit and jack in the poop 2004-07-24 - 4:56 p.m.
bruises, scrapes, and cuts...oh my 2004-07-21 - 7:04 a.m.
moving sucks 2004-07-15 - 11:22 a.m.
a good talk 2004-07-14 - 9:00 a.m.
raise 2004-07-13 - 8:49 a.m.
no formula for success 2004-07-12 - 2:48 p.m.
how freudian 2004-07-08 - 8:28 a.m.
i just don't have anything fit for saying here 2004-07-02 - 10:33 a.m.
australian wildlife 2004-07-01 - 9:33 a.m.
a conversation with the boy and my views on motherhood 2004-06-21 - 8:37 p.m.
happy birthday ex-machina 2004-06-19 - 10:06 a.m.
how hard can it be to make two milkshakes 2004-06-16 - 9:27 p.m.
my sweet toothless one (not entirely toothless- just wisdom toothless) 2004-06-14 - 10:25 a.m.
feeling like a mighty pile of butt 2004-06-08 - 8:22 p.m.
good hair, great classes, bad car, and funny quote about rednecks, lesbians and mullets 2004-06-08 - 12:48 p.m.
demented thoughts 2004-06-06 - 7:13 p.m.
update and beware- sneezing is bad for your health (or my health at least) 2004-05-24 - 9:54 a.m.
weekend and dreams 2004-05-20 - 6:46 p.m.
jackasses who create spyware, viruses, and any other evil files that end up messing up your computer 2004-05-18 - 12:16 p.m.
second anniversary 2004-05-15 - 8:20 a.m.
kumquats 2004-05-15 - 8:20 a.m.
kumquats 2004-05-13 - 12:46 p.m.
playing with the cats 2004-05-12 - 8:29 p.m.
just one of those days 2004-05-12 - 9:05 a.m.
sweet one may not have may job after all 2004-05-11 - 8:24 p.m.
weird air conditioner problems in car 2004-05-10 - 5:49 p.m.
a bit of good luck...knock on wood 2004-05-07 - 11:57 a.m.
naked monkey 2004-05-01 - 10:16 a.m.
i need to shut up 2004-04-28 - 1:22 p.m.
new home 2004-04-27 - 7:57 p.m.
what's this- a relatively uplifting entry (compared to most of the recent ones) 2004-04-26 - 5:07 p.m.
no profound thoughts here- just need to vent about the boy so i don't lose my mind 2004-04-24 - 9:45 a.m.
break a board in mid air 2004-04-21 - 4:52 p.m.
dr. astralounge 2004-04-21 - 3:21 p.m.
taking her down with me 2004-04-21 - 12:10 p.m.
overwhelming 2004-04-21 - 9:39 a.m.
more random ranting 2004-04-20 - 7:55 p.m.
ah the random update 2004-04-18 - 7:21 p.m.
imaginary friends (or dogs) 2004-04-15 - 5:10 p.m.
strange world and chip sneezes 2004-04-15 - 5:10 p.m.
strange world and chip sneezes 2004-04-14 - 7:43 p.m.
interesting way to sign an email message to your professor 2004-04-13 - 12:45 p.m.
cough drops and kitty personalities 2004-04-10 - 10:48 a.m.
shits and letters 2004-04-08 - 12:53 p.m.
eye jewelry 2004-04-07 - 9:17 a.m.
orville bites balloons, back knots, and dreams oh my 2004-04-05 - 8:55 p.m.
atomic bomb on head 2004-04-05 - 8:11 p.m.
my birthday shenanigans 2004-04-02 - 9:01 p.m.
the gods are still against me 2004-04-01 - 8:55 p.m.
low sex drive? 2004-03-31 - 1:34 p.m.
strange sleep 2004-03-27 - 3:04 p.m.
a get together to say goodbye to my 20's 2004-03-24 - 9:34 a.m.
good ole guestbook 2004-03-23 - 4:41 p.m.
slaw dogs 2004-03-20 - 9:18 a.m.
glitch in matrix 2004-03-19 - 6:10 p.m.
don't even bother reading- it's my opinions on the q.a.f. cast. 2004-03-19 - 9:44 a.m.
more on q.a.f. for astralounge 2004-03-18 - 10:40 a.m.
a ramble on nothing, cats, and gay shows 2004-03-10 - 5:31 p.m.
not bette midler 2004-03-10 - 10:10 a.m.
go bette midler! 2004-03-09 - 6:28 p.m.
industrial sized kleenex 2004-03-02 - 5:31 p.m.
road kill capital of the world 2004-02-19 - 9:01 p.m.
green fur 2004-02-19 - 9:01 p.m.
green fur 2004-02-17 - 9:44 p.m.
i need a muffin 2004-02-14 - 2:53 p.m.
best buy owns valentines day 2004-02-14 - 9:22 a.m.
some slight public sappiness for my sweet one on valentines day 2004-02-12 - 9:31 p.m.
bush and education (is there anything he does that i approve of?) 2004-02-11 - 2:33 p.m.
the president looks ridiculous 2004-02-10 - 7:30 p.m.
more on my butt and god 2004-02-10 - 9:48 a.m.
missing: have you seen my butt 2004-02-03 - 7:58 p.m.
dead squirrel by mailbox 2004-02-02 - 7:54 a.m.
in response to a guestbook entry on fri. the 13 2004-02-01 - 6:14 p.m.
date at home, shopping, and l word 2004-01-31 - 9:39 a.m.
she sure is funny (when irritated) 2004-01-31 - 9:25 a.m.
where have i been? 2004-01-28 - 3:17 p.m.
neutered on friday the 13th 2004-01-28 - 9:57 a.m.
not right 2004-01-26 - 10:16 a.m.
the odd good bad day 2004-01-21 - 9:48 a.m.
kids toys, v-day and party 2004-01-15 - 10:44 p.m.
point & click with feet 2004-01-14 - 9:37 a.m.
it's all about the bladder 2004-01-13 - 10:15 a.m.
strange animals 2004-01-07 - 3:23 p.m.
mardi gras hotel 2004-01-07 - 10:13 a.m.
cat testicles 2004-01-06 - 6:44 p.m.
fucking mornings 2004-01-06 - 9:56 a.m.
perfect new years 2004-01-04 - 5:18 p.m.
good to be back 2003-12-15 - 1:56 p.m.
main water line burst 2003-12-14 - 10:05 p.m.
karaoke insanity 2003-12-14 - 4:18 p.m.
adventures to the farm 2003-12-11 - 9:18 p.m.
to my martial arts instructor (that part is at the end) 2003-12-11 - 12:55 p.m.
17 days, broken finger and a near perfect day 2003-12-08 - 1:35 p.m.
sadness in spite of a wonderful weekend 2003-12-02 - 7:32 p.m.
i'll have a serving of passive aggressive please 2003-11-25 - 12:47 p.m.
saw the aftermath of a bad wreck 2003-11-24 - 8:40 a.m.
happy birthday sweet one 2003-11-19 - 10:34 a.m.
bronchitis and sinusitus BUT good news for my sister and one cat sits on another 2003-11-18 - 9:46 a.m.
those crazy cats 2003-11-16 - 5:16 p.m.
another whining entry 2003-11-16 - 4:11 p.m.
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